you got to stay close & don't go to know me well. (:

i don't really like people leaving message for me on blog. ;D
text me! LOL.

What was everything is always nothing when it's gone.

hello people! had been busy working this few day! it's like ohmygod tiring. ): & elin is sick ): sore throat & flu ): my voice sound so sexy now kay. HAHA. darling was very nice to me, he bought sweets for throat & liang cha. thanks darling! let's hope elin get well soon (: off day on tue! BUT tomorrow working full ): sad case. alright that's all.

RUIYI , YOU MUST BE READING MY BLOG! :D YOU THIS DUMMY! :/ i am so bored ):
let's go kbox soon soon :D

Learn to detach. Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent. But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave.
If you hold back on the emotions, if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them. You can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entail. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then can you say, "All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now i need to detach from that emotion for a moment."
I thought about how often this was needed in everyday life. How we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, but we don't let those tears come because we are not supposed to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.
But then, we should turn on the faucet. Wash yourself with the emotion. It won't hurt you. It will only help. If you let the fear inside, If you pull it on like a familiar shirt, then you can say to yourself, "All right, it's just fear, I don't have to let it control me. I see it for what it is."
Same for loneliness: you let, let the tears flow, feel it completely. but eventually to ablr to say, "All right, that was my moment with loneliness. I'm not afraid of feeling lonely, but now i'm going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I'm going to experience them as well."

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Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for her/him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn't you.

maybe i'm not the best for him.

hello people. just reach home! went suntec with cousin (: had lunch at swensen. & dinner at sushi bo. :D uh uh, i think i am like growing fatter ! :/ ohmygod ohmygod, work is super tiring. i felt that i might just break down one day during work uh. :/ really super tiring. oh well, like that! bear with it. one more month to go , before school starts! i am like planning what i going buy when i get my pay :/ anyway just thinking only. HAHA. okay, shall blog again when i am free. (: good night people!

i decided to not bother about anything & just go for it. ): but why am i still unhappy?

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I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..

i'm trying my very best to love.

hello people! watched 2012 with fav love! that movie was not bad. i cried like two time ? :/ after movie, dinner with fav love, then went somewhere to chit chat. i always enjoy chitchatting with her (: fav love is a her okay! :/ i only got one darling! haha! work was fine. same thing, it's still tiring everyday. holiday is like left with one month plus ? i didnt get a chance to go out! D: well well, should try to plan some outing soon! alright, that's all.

okay, tell me the right thing to do.

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For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.

i am going to watch movie with my fav love! :D i cant wait! i miss her so much :D shall blog more when i am back from moive! :D darling fall sick! hope he get well soon !

dont be too in love with me, because i wont be too in love with you (:

The most important thing is life is to learn how to give out love, and let it come in.
we think we dont deserve love, we think if we let it in we'll become too soft.
but love is the only rational act.

random (:

Any guy can love a thousand girls...but only a rare guy can love one girl in a thousand way.

& darling love only me in a thousand way! :D

hello! today work was fine ;D today after work went lunch with darling . then accompany him home to change, as he going out with his friend :/ after that home sweet home. who's darling! HAHA, my gangsters-like boyfriend :D okay, that's all.

fooling around.

i will try to spend more time at home. ):

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world!

okay, be my whole world then! :D

hello people! this few day is very busy! work home work home. -.- never change! tsk ): no life! super tired everyday i get home! but work was okay. this few day, do not know what is wrong with me! i lost my smile ): keep forgetting to smile. tsktsk, to smile seems to be simple, but smile for the bottom of the heart is not that simple! :/ haha, alright that's all. i am off to bed. good night.

love darling.

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You may feel like you'll never find love after a breakup, or that the love will never be as good as what you had. That is just not true.

cool, i will start thinking about it ;D

hello! everyday is fine. busy working ;D but kinda of enjoying. people are friendly & work are quite fun. make alot new friend, & learn quite alot of new stuff. even through pay wasnt that good, but well at least it's okay. haha! oh well, that's all. enjoy your holiday people! ;D

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i guess i just cant do that.

went to watch astro boy on sat with jordy !
it have been like a few month since we last meet.
enjoy movie & chit chatting with him.
yeah.
sometime somethings that is gone, it gone forever.
;D

meet up with joey on fri :D
i miss her so much!
enjoy chit chatting with her !

meet up with jinting,ruiyi&joey on sun!
i miss them so much ;D
i enjoy today with my crazy girlfriends!

dont let people be your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!

elin think her eyes are closing soon
therefore, she's going off now (:
gooodbye.

i am smart enough to know who the right person to fall in love with
i wont make mistake again ;D

i have to learn how to treat people better.

To find someone who you will love for no reason.
And allowing the person to shower you with reasons.
That is the ultimate happiness.

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It's isn't about finding someone you can live with,
it's about finding someone you can't live without.
Take a guess about what it is?

hello

no more Megan Fox.
sad case.
working tomorrow.
another sad case.
okay, that's all.
byebye.

hello peoples,

outing with cousins was greatttttttttttttttttt!
I love them so much :D
gotten a new soft toy! weeeee! LOL!
going movie treat with bin tomorrow! :D
Megan Fox here i come! LOL.
work is tiringggggggggggggggggggggg
but it's getting fun :D
okay, end here.
miss me!

How do you make my heart beating so much over you still ?
I just don't understand why.

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