you got to stay close & don't go to know me well. (:

i don't really like people leaving message for me on blog. ;D
text me! LOL.

sometime i cant help it but to feel piss off even through i know it's my fault.
sometime i cant help it but to feel unhappy even through i know it's because of myself.
sometime i cant help it but to feel angry even through i know i started everything first.
sometime i cant help it but to cry even through i know no point crying.
sometime i cant help it but to hate myself...

which way are you going? the left one where there is nothing right? or the right one where there is nothing left ?

tell me which way should i be going ?

why are you behaving in such a way? i don't get it.

trying to forget someone you love so much is like trying to remember someone you have never met.

it's not easy to forget someone who you use to love so much. someone who you hold his/her hand so many time. someone who you hugged for so many time. someone who you kissed with so many time. someone who you have lots of memory together. but sometime, we have to accept the facts that, some people who is gone, they just gone forever.

of course not talking about my darling. just feel like writing out some random stuff. :D oh well, merry Christmas people! hope everyone enjoy their day (: even through i have been working during Christmas eve & Christmas. but i still enjoy my Christmas this year (: as usual, alot of fun things happened during work. which make me laugh like crazy. tonight had some, hmm, Christmas party & a birthday celebration ? red wine, white wine & stuff. white wine wasn't that nice. haha. :/ i vomited while waiting for bus with darling. i vomited on darling's shoes&here&there ): sorry darling! & he's still being very nice sit there & watch me vomit finish. then he bring me to wash up, on the way i still vomiting ): i feel that i give alot trouble to darling. ): darling is like another weird one, what he do is just smile smile. weirdo. :/ oh well, time for bed. :D night people :D i miss darling!

Labels: it's love again

It take 3 second to say ' i love you ' but a lifetime to prove it.

a lifetime to prove it.

hello people. today went out with shubin :D to bugis-ion-far east. walk around & shop around & chitchat. :D i forgot when is the last time we meet up. so we have alot thing to chat. HAHA! shubin & i always have something to talk about :D she is my best mate for chit chatting. tomorrow gonna meet up with her again. she gonna accompany me make ezlink card! yesyes~ finally new ez link :DDD no more using adult! so ex! xmas is coming! so what you gonna get me for xmas? alright night people! :D

looking at your unhappy face, i felt unhappy too.
standing side by side, i do not know how to break the silent.
when finally we started talking, but slowly lending to quarreling.
you just end it with a whatever and walk away.

sitting side by side, i am still thinking what is wrong with us.
i turn to look at you, our eyes meet.
sometime how i wish i'm just your friend, but not your girlfriend.
i said and look away

walking side by side, silent.
suddenly you hugged me and tell me how important i am to you.
i do not know how to express how important you are to me.
but, i just, love you. silly.

Labels: dearest

they asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else ?" after taking a deep breath, i answered, "it's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts.

hello people. i am a very blur girl ): i lost my ezlink card again. lol. so sad right ? i lost it one week ago, i decided to post this now. it' because i just told my mum about it. LOL. she told me she found out a few day ago. as she saw i using the adult ezlink card. adult ez link is really ex :/ oh well, that adult ez link is given kenny. so nice of him right? LOL. then today, i lost that adult ezlink. oh damn. but lucky darling found it. LOL. elin so blur right ? LOL. she cant even stand herself. i think one day i gonna lost myself. LOL.

Labels: blur or stupid

sometimes i wish i were a little kid again. skinned knees are easier to heal than broken heart.

hello people. today went for rui's concert ! music was great. :D meet up with old friend. really long time no see, everybody change! haha. i feel that i am the only one who didnt change at all. HAHA. maybe grow fatter. well, dinner with peers & slacking after that. :D cab home, meet up with darling :D after that home sweet home. tomorrow still got work. so i am off to bed. night people. i feel that i didnt have enough fun today! someone bring me out please !

when you found a reason to move on, don't ever look back. keep walking, it's better to get lost on moving on than get stuck and stranded broken.

learn to move on.

hello people. it's getting late. it's time for bed. i just post this line for one of my honey to see :p & wanted to say sorry to him. because elin is not those type of person who know who to care for people ): sorry honey! but well, just stay happy.(:
alright night people!

Labels: love is in the air

you can choose to close your eyes to things that you don't wish to see, but you can't close ypur heart to thing that you don't wish to feel.

today movie treat with shaun. new moon. (: finally i got a chance to watch it! LOL. was quite nice. looking at all those handsome guy. :D HAHA. dinner at my working place. ;D was okay. but after that went to eat again. because he's still not full. LOL. alright. random. night.

It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces!

not talking about darling! LOL, but just being random. i just feel this line is damn cool :D HAHAHA.

hello people! okay, it's the same old thing i gonna say. have been busy working. LOL. same old thing. let's talk about something new. i'm going out on a date with shaun on thu! LOL, just kidding de darling! LOL. oh , alright~ today my darling cook dinner for me! so sweet of him right. okay, i can't think of anything to say anymore. so elin is off to bed (: night people~

sometime i can't stand people who think that they are so important. they think without them, alot things can't be done nicely. which i think without them, i can do things better. :D

Labels: i think i did something wrong today

being in love is like fighting a war. easy to start, hard to end it.

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

looking back those memory that we shared, i cry like an idiot.

hello people! i dont know again, when was the last time i use computer. but now very long ago i guess. well, i already lost the time & days. i cant remember today is what day & date ): & time also. busy working like crazy ): i really looking forward to school reopen. uh, haven buy my books yet. everything haven buy ): no time. too busy. i hate working so much ): sad ): okay i'm off to bed. tomorrow need to work full again. ): sad case ): night people ): sweetdream.

i start needing my darling again~

Often times, you are not really afraid of loving someone. You're just afraid of not being loved back.

hello! i don't know when is the last time i use computer! as usual, busy working uh~ everyday work is getting like hell. ): i started feeling unhappy working there. LOL. suddenly huh. out of a sudden, i feel like quitting that damn job & enjoy my holiday! but sadly ): super sadly, i can't. tsk tsk. well, then i will look forward to school reopen then. pay day is here. but i'm still feeling unhappy ): because mummy gonna share the pay with me. sigh sigh! but well! like that! i am trying to enjoy my holiday! okay! today went pooling with darling & his friend! make new friend! but my pool skill is like shit. ): in this post , have about 4 unhappy face. so i shall end my post with a smiley face! :D night people!

i am so sick & tired of working.

Labels: right now i am so afraid of darling

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